30 Days of Gratitude: Day 9
"A book, too, can be a star, a living fire to lighten the darkness, leading out into the expanding universe." - Madeline L'Engle
A bookstore is a magical place. Each book is a portal to a new world. Characters we may never have had the opportunity to meet, wait patiently for us to open the pages to their lives. Typed words share their hopes and dreams, their fears and anxiety. They share their lives with the reader. In our reach are far off kingdoms, neighborhood coffee shops, small villages and big cities, romance and friendship, heartache and joy. In their pages is access to a new reality where unimaginable is possible.
We meet God in places like this. With God the unimaginable is possible. And the stories inside these books - whether intending to or not - can reveal the greatness of our God ins his creation.
We can meet God in many places. It is easy to find God in the woods - in nature and the mountains. Romantic literature spoke deeply of connection to God through the outdoors. Just go to Yosemite and see for yourself. It's hard to look at the expanse of creation and not see God. Many find God in churches. His people are there, his word is taught there. We worship him there.
But I find God in a bookstore. God is a beautiful story teller. The Old Testament is a collection of different stories about how a creator God loves his creation, his people made in his image so deeply even when they let him down. In a bookstore are stories, stories of human suffering and joy, stories of new cultures and people, stories of hope and fear. And here I can see how God is weaving himself through the stories of mankind - both real and fictional - and that is a beautiful thing.
Showing posts with label Stories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Stories. Show all posts
11.09.2015
4.30.2015
Spring Con Testimonies
After coming back from Spring Con we are often flooded with a mix set of emotions: happiness to have our own beds and regular showers, exhaustion and in desperate need of a nap, and but also nostalgia for the amazing times we just had. We brought a total of 32 students with us to Catalina.
I taught Mark I (the first half of the gospel of Mark) and my former staff from IVSLO came and taught Mark II. It being my second time teaching Mark I, I was so impressed with this group of students for their deep desire to study the word. They engaged with some really difficult texts and sought to see more of who Jesus was during this week. It was an amazing and full week.
Now that we've been home a couple of weeks and have settled back into school and work routines, I asked my students to share with me (and you) there stories of how Spring Con 2015 impacted them. It was great to hear how many of them are still wrestling with what God challenged them in while they were studying the gospel of Mark.
Here are stories from our Mark I class. They began with Jesus' baptism and ended with Peter declaring Jesus is the Christ.
"Spring Con for me provided one of the most intimate experiences I ever had with Jesus. As we dug through the scriptures he revealed himself and his character to me constantly. One of the things that stuck with me is how much God cares for us to understand what he is about, in not just an intellectual way but in a way that screams intimacy and personal relationships. He just wants us to be able to recognize his goodness during the storms of our lives and when we miss things we are supposed to learn, he is not too busy to repeat the whole process again just like he did with the disciples until we can clearly see what is he is trying to teach us." - Umu (sophomore)
"Spring Con helped me see how Jesus moved and how he ministered to his disciples and people of all backgrounds. I feel so much closer to God now, and I am inspired to do more in His name." - David (senior)
"Growing up in the church, I was raised knowing who Jesus was, but it wasn't until Spring Con that I realized that I knew about Jesus, but I didn't know him. Mark I ignited a longing to seek Jesus that I didn't know I had. Therefore, I can honestly say that Mark I is a turning point in my life. My outlook on being a follower of Jesus has forever been changed." - Karla (freshman)
"I have begun my understanding and delve into the life of Jesus starting from the baptism of Jesus. I couldn't say that I understood Jesus yet since I only scratched the surface of his teachings but I gained insight into his method of teaching through not only his words, but also through his healing of people with all kinds of ailments." - Armand (Junior)
"God wants you to understand. When a prayer does not get answered soon, a reason could be that we have not understood what God's purpose is for our lives. Waiting and finding that purpose could be a frustration, but God is always by our side, opening new ways to find it. If we seek, we will find. god works at his time, and we just need to learn to be patient and have faith." - Miguel (sophomore)
"Like the bleeding woman, Jesus took me back to my childhood to heal me from my past." - Angel (junior)
"There is a difference between belief and faith. It is not enough to just believe. What will you do with your beliefs? You must walk in faith, even when you don't believe." - Corey (senior)
I also asked our Mark II students (since I had many of them in Mark I last year). They began with Jesus calling us to deny our selves, take up our cross, and follow up him and ended with Jesus' crucifixion and resurrection.
"Spring Con was life changing. My relationship with God was powerfully challenged after witnessing his love and presence in my life through the manuscript study." - Jonathan (sophomore)
"It's never been any question about how much Jesus love us, but hearing in detail what he wen through on the cross really gave me a new perspective. That's what impacted me the most on the trip. God really opened my eyes to how much love and compassion and grace that He has for us." - Perri (sophomore)
"I definitely experience a realization that art can speak volumes and that God uses art to reach out to people in different was. I was so touched to hear from people that when I would draw images that came to mind about scripture and Jesus that it touched them on a deeper level. And hearing those affirmations from people I could see that artwork brings his people closer to him." - Joanna (senior)
"Mark II made me aware of how undeserving I am, and that everything I have is a gift. To reciprocate this gift, God showed me I need to begin giving more sacrificially to him. Jesus asks people multiple times to follow him in difficult capacities, which opened up my eyes to what he may ask me to do in the future. I felt holes in my knowledge of the context of Jesus' coming to Earth - why he came and at that time - be filled; I feel like I now I have a solid foundational knowledge God can now further build upon." - Sean (sophomore)
I taught Mark I (the first half of the gospel of Mark) and my former staff from IVSLO came and taught Mark II. It being my second time teaching Mark I, I was so impressed with this group of students for their deep desire to study the word. They engaged with some really difficult texts and sought to see more of who Jesus was during this week. It was an amazing and full week.
Now that we've been home a couple of weeks and have settled back into school and work routines, I asked my students to share with me (and you) there stories of how Spring Con 2015 impacted them. It was great to hear how many of them are still wrestling with what God challenged them in while they were studying the gospel of Mark.
Here are stories from our Mark I class. They began with Jesus' baptism and ended with Peter declaring Jesus is the Christ.
"Spring Con for me provided one of the most intimate experiences I ever had with Jesus. As we dug through the scriptures he revealed himself and his character to me constantly. One of the things that stuck with me is how much God cares for us to understand what he is about, in not just an intellectual way but in a way that screams intimacy and personal relationships. He just wants us to be able to recognize his goodness during the storms of our lives and when we miss things we are supposed to learn, he is not too busy to repeat the whole process again just like he did with the disciples until we can clearly see what is he is trying to teach us." - Umu (sophomore)
"Spring Con helped me see how Jesus moved and how he ministered to his disciples and people of all backgrounds. I feel so much closer to God now, and I am inspired to do more in His name." - David (senior)
"Growing up in the church, I was raised knowing who Jesus was, but it wasn't until Spring Con that I realized that I knew about Jesus, but I didn't know him. Mark I ignited a longing to seek Jesus that I didn't know I had. Therefore, I can honestly say that Mark I is a turning point in my life. My outlook on being a follower of Jesus has forever been changed." - Karla (freshman)
"I have begun my understanding and delve into the life of Jesus starting from the baptism of Jesus. I couldn't say that I understood Jesus yet since I only scratched the surface of his teachings but I gained insight into his method of teaching through not only his words, but also through his healing of people with all kinds of ailments." - Armand (Junior)
"God wants you to understand. When a prayer does not get answered soon, a reason could be that we have not understood what God's purpose is for our lives. Waiting and finding that purpose could be a frustration, but God is always by our side, opening new ways to find it. If we seek, we will find. god works at his time, and we just need to learn to be patient and have faith." - Miguel (sophomore)
"Like the bleeding woman, Jesus took me back to my childhood to heal me from my past." - Angel (junior)
"There is a difference between belief and faith. It is not enough to just believe. What will you do with your beliefs? You must walk in faith, even when you don't believe." - Corey (senior)
I also asked our Mark II students (since I had many of them in Mark I last year). They began with Jesus calling us to deny our selves, take up our cross, and follow up him and ended with Jesus' crucifixion and resurrection.
"Spring Con was life changing. My relationship with God was powerfully challenged after witnessing his love and presence in my life through the manuscript study." - Jonathan (sophomore)
"It's never been any question about how much Jesus love us, but hearing in detail what he wen through on the cross really gave me a new perspective. That's what impacted me the most on the trip. God really opened my eyes to how much love and compassion and grace that He has for us." - Perri (sophomore)
"I definitely experience a realization that art can speak volumes and that God uses art to reach out to people in different was. I was so touched to hear from people that when I would draw images that came to mind about scripture and Jesus that it touched them on a deeper level. And hearing those affirmations from people I could see that artwork brings his people closer to him." - Joanna (senior)
"Mark II made me aware of how undeserving I am, and that everything I have is a gift. To reciprocate this gift, God showed me I need to begin giving more sacrificially to him. Jesus asks people multiple times to follow him in difficult capacities, which opened up my eyes to what he may ask me to do in the future. I felt holes in my knowledge of the context of Jesus' coming to Earth - why he came and at that time - be filled; I feel like I now I have a solid foundational knowledge God can now further build upon." - Sean (sophomore)
11.04.2013
Unexpected Teachers (30 Days of Gratitude)
Today I am grateful for books. I love reading, I have loved it since I was a child and ever since my mom would read out loud to me or my grandmother would gives us money reading books over the summer. I love people's stories and the words they use to create them.
Mostly I am grateful for all the books that I have for spiritual direction, for learning and teaching, for all the things I have learned from powerful ministers or even non-Christians God has used to speak truth into my life. I'm very grateful for those far away, those I've never met, those unexpected teachers who have have a profound influence on my life. For Brenda Salter McNiel, Henri Nouwen, Rick Richardson, James Choung, John Perkins, Andrew Marin, Alex Gee, Joan Bauer, Kathy Khang, Donald Miller, Robert Lupton, Fransico Jimenez, C.S. Lewis, Ann Voskamp, Francis Chan, Shane Claiborne, Sherman Alexie, Anne Lamot, Chaim Potok, and the many other authors who took a risk and put words to page - I am thankful for for your stories, for your words, and for sharing your life with me.
Mostly I am grateful for all the books that I have for spiritual direction, for learning and teaching, for all the things I have learned from powerful ministers or even non-Christians God has used to speak truth into my life. I'm very grateful for those far away, those I've never met, those unexpected teachers who have have a profound influence on my life. For Brenda Salter McNiel, Henri Nouwen, Rick Richardson, James Choung, John Perkins, Andrew Marin, Alex Gee, Joan Bauer, Kathy Khang, Donald Miller, Robert Lupton, Fransico Jimenez, C.S. Lewis, Ann Voskamp, Francis Chan, Shane Claiborne, Sherman Alexie, Anne Lamot, Chaim Potok, and the many other authors who took a risk and put words to page - I am thankful for for your stories, for your words, and for sharing your life with me.
8.07.2013
No Pants
This is a part of my family stories recording for my 25 in 25 post:
Growing up my family would camping about 2-3 times a year. Our favorite spots were Dohney Beach near Laguna Hills and Yosemite National Park. Every August we would travel to Yosemite to spend a week hiking, reading, and watching the sun set in the meadow. One of my mother's favorite hike was up the Toloumne River, where we would hike for about a mile, stop by a bridge, eat our snacks and if we were brave enough we'd put our feet in the water.
On one such time up the river, around when I was 10 or 11, I became a little more adventurous. I wanted to walk across the river, prove that I was adult enough to make it across without getting wet.
Of course I wasn't. Not only did I get my shorts wet, I managed to slip on the rocks and sit butt first down in the river. I was soaked up to my waist and had a mile to hike back to the camp sight. I cried in tears at the thought of walking back in wet pants so my mother went running down the trail to get me a new pair. Unfortunately, I had significantly calmed down by the time she returned, and even managed to start heading back on the trail.
To this day my mom never lets me forget the fact that I fell in the river, and even as a 25 year, I will wade in the water and she will still tell me to be careful. And that she is not heading back to get me new pants if I get wet - that is how I will have to walk back. Fortunately I haven't fallen in since.
Growing up my family would camping about 2-3 times a year. Our favorite spots were Dohney Beach near Laguna Hills and Yosemite National Park. Every August we would travel to Yosemite to spend a week hiking, reading, and watching the sun set in the meadow. One of my mother's favorite hike was up the Toloumne River, where we would hike for about a mile, stop by a bridge, eat our snacks and if we were brave enough we'd put our feet in the water.
On one such time up the river, around when I was 10 or 11, I became a little more adventurous. I wanted to walk across the river, prove that I was adult enough to make it across without getting wet.
Of course I wasn't. Not only did I get my shorts wet, I managed to slip on the rocks and sit butt first down in the river. I was soaked up to my waist and had a mile to hike back to the camp sight. I cried in tears at the thought of walking back in wet pants so my mother went running down the trail to get me a new pair. Unfortunately, I had significantly calmed down by the time she returned, and even managed to start heading back on the trail.
To this day my mom never lets me forget the fact that I fell in the river, and even as a 25 year, I will wade in the water and she will still tell me to be careful. And that she is not heading back to get me new pants if I get wet - that is how I will have to walk back. Fortunately I haven't fallen in since.
12.16.2012
Goals for Year 25
(updated as of December 12)When I turned 25 I decided to try and do some things I never have done before or just really wanted to get done this year. I created a list a 25 goals to accomplish by the end of the year. Some were big some where small, some were serious some felt silly and all, but together they made amazing memories.
Look through the blog posts over the past year with the 25 in 25 tag or just peruse through the list to see what I've accomplished in one year alone.
Here we go!
Read 25 new books- Liesel and Po by Lauren Oliver
- Healing for Damaged Emotions by David Seamands
- God Went to Beauty School by Cynthia Rylant
- Return of the Prodigal Son by Henri Nouwen
- Is Everyone Hanging Out Without Me (and Other Concerns) by Mindy Kailing
- One Thousand Gifts by Ann Voskamp
- The Distant Hours by Kate Morton
- Helen of Pasadena by Lian Dolan
- Wild: From Lost to Found on the Pacific Crest Trail by Cheryl Strayed
- Legal: the First 21 Years by Jonathan Walton
- The Death of Bees by Lisa O'Donnell
- Out of Solitude by Henri Nouwen
- Your Mind's Mission by Greg Jao
- Far, Far Away by Tom McNeal
- Through Painted Deserts by Donald Miller
- Who Pooped in the Park by Gary D. Robsen
- Real Life by James Choung
- The Lone Ranger and Tonto Fistfight in Heaven by Sherman Alexie
- Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Saenz
- Penguins Hate Stuff by Greg Stones
- Zombies Hate Stuff by Greg Stones
- Love is an Orientation by Andrew Marin
- The Tales of Beedle the Bard by J.K. Rowling
- Little Bee by Chris Cleave
- Traveling Mercies by Anne Lamott
Visit 25 new places- Snarf's Sandwiches in St. Louis, MO
- St. Charles, MO
- Dune Point State Beach in Malibu, CA
- Old Los Angeles Zoo
- Saladang in Pasadena, CA
- Solstice Canyon in Malibu, CA
- Eurekea Burger in San Luis Obispo, CA
- Raku Sushi in San Luis Obispo, CA
- Firestone Walker Brewery in Paso Robles, CA
- Barrelhouse Brewery in Paso Robles, CA
- Road to Seoul BBQ in Korea Town, Los Angeles, CA
- Menchie's Frozen Yogurt in Granada Hills, CA
- Freddie's Frozen Custard in Bakersfield, CA
- Zuma Beach in Malibu, CA
- Neptune's Net in Malibu, CA
- Salsa and Beer, Van Nuys, CA
- Runyon Canyon, Hollywood, CA
- Good Pho You, Granda Hills, CA
- Zaika Indian Cuisine, Bakersfield, CA
- Tea Bar, Bakersfield, CA
- Pike Brewing, Seattle, WA
- Space Needle/Seattle Center, Seattle, WA
- Olympia Roasting Coffee Co, Olympia, WA
- Kalama Burger Bar Inc., Kalama, WA
- Stumptown Coffee, Portland, OR
- Golden Road Bewing, Glendale, CA
- New Delhi Palace, Pasadena CA
- Saigon Deli, Fresno CA
- Pizza Factory, Bishop, CA
- Fraizer Park, CA
- Forest Home, Ojai, CA
- Seoul Sausage Company, Santa Monica, CA
- Blockheads Shavery, Santa Monica, CA
- Sweet Snow, Northridge, CA
- Reality LA Church
- Flour + Tea, Pasadena CA
Meet 25 new people that are not work related: I need to know their name, where they are from, and where they are going.- Older couple on metro (great story)
- Norrette from H.O.P.E.'s House
- Pastor Chuck and Pastor Dre from H.O.P.E.'s House
- Carol - my racing friend from Downtown Dash
- Toro, my roommate's guitar playing friend
- Angela, a woman who lives in our apartment complex
- Monica, from H.O.P.E.'s House (lots of new church friends)
- Damon from the 168 Film Contest I helped out at
- Kristina from the 168 Film Contest I helped out at
- Kokeb Shi, Sol's Friend
- Randi, Jenel's Friend
- Marshall and Alexander - the bagpipe players at the warf
- Anna, the waitress at Marche in Seattle who got us onto the hotel rooftop
- Lisa, the woman from the doughnut shop in Seattle (it was her birthday)
- Austin from Tennessee - attending the WDS conference/Voodoo Doughnuts
- Nate also from Tennessee - attending the WDS conference/Voodoo Doughnuts
- Jonathan too from Tennessee - attending the WDS conference/Voodoo Doughnuts
- Katie at Chris and Jane's wedding
- Beth at Chris and Jane's wedding
- Mike from A Night of Scenes at H.O.P.E.'s House
- Brandon from A Night of Scenes at H.O.P.E.'s House
- Shannon, family friend, Jacob's, girlfriend
- Mac, family friend, Jessica's, boyfriend
- James from Texas, serving the Global Intern Trek food
- Beth from The Toloumne Lodge
- Reality LA - Encino Community Group
Lose 25 lbs- Finished on April 1st
Get rid of 25 things that I don't need- 12 items of clothing
- The four boxes donated to the Girl's House Garage sale that probably had 50 items in it
Actually try 25 things on my Pintrest boards- Pencil Poles
- Chipotle Pesto Pasta
- Alphabet Pilates
- Valentine's Day Cake Cookies
- Standing Abs workout
- Chalkboard mirror
- Couch to 5k
- Instagram Bookmarks
- Mini corn dog muffins
- Must-Have Apps for Writers
- Rolo Stuff Ritz Crackers
- Modern Wall Art
- The Pizzadilla
- At Home Speakers
- Coffee ice cubs
- How to Tie a Long Scarf
- Top 10 Songs for Running
- 200 Running Songs
- Easy Mac and Cheese
- Pitch Perfect Drinking Game
- Fitness at Home
- Sharpie Mugs 1 (I did 18 of these so I'd count them as 4 items)
- Sharpie Mugs 2
- Sharpie Mugs 3
- 30 Day Push Up Challenge
Write 25 handwritten letters- Learn to cook 15 new dishes
- Brownies from scratch
- Chipotle Pesto Pasta
- Valentine's Day Cake Cookies
- Mom's Dump Chili
- Mini Corn Dog Muffins
- Rolo Stuffed Ritz Crackers
- The Pizzadilla
- Turkey Sliders
- Chicken Salad Sandwiches
- Corn and Black Bean Salad
- Cofee Ice Cubes
- Easy Homemade Mac and Cheese
Get coffee/tea/ice cream/etc. with 15 old friends- Frozen yogurt with Maise
- Coffee with Noemi
- LA Adventure with Melody
- Burgers with Meghan
- Sushi with Nene
- Smoothies and Beach with Nicole
- Twinship Adventure Time with Sol
- CSUN Tour with Yi-ki
- Hike with Sarah A
- Pizza with Meg
- Get Shaved with Justin
- Corner Bakery with Peter
- Lunch with Kathy
- Lunch and laundry with Christina
- Denny's with Lengyel, Brendan, and Nate (and many others)
- Physically record 10 family stories
Memorize 10 passages of scripture- Proverbs 3:5-6
- Philippians 4:4-7
- 1 John 1:9
- Luke 4:18-19
- Isaiah 61:1-3
- Psalm 103:1-5
- Psalm 40:1-3
- 1 Peter 1:3-7
- Philippians 4:12-13
- Ezekiel 11:19-20
Find 10 new musical artists (or new albums) and recommend them to someone else- JJ Heller - Loved
- Pentatonix - Radioactive (Imagine Dragons Cover)
- Lindsey Sterling
- Sara Bareilles - Brave
- Ólafur Arnalds - Old Skin
- Todderick Hall - Wizard of Ahhhs
- Birdy - Skinny Love and The District Sleeps
- Ylvis - What Does the Fox Say and What's the Meaning of Stonehedge
- The Head and the Heart
- Beta Radio
Watch 10 movies I can't believe I haven't seen yet- Jumanji
- The Hobbit
- Butter (after watching it, I can't believe I hadn't seen - so good!)
- Family Weekend (same deal as Butter)
- 50/50
- The Breakfast Club
- The Amazing Spiderman
- Fast and Furious: Toyoko Drift
- Fast Five
- Fast and Furious Six
Give up 4 bad habits - turns out I focused more on developing new habits- Gained - gratitude
- Gained - writing consistently
- Gained - consistant prayer times
- Gained - taking space for myself
Run 2 5K's- Glendale Downtown Dash
- No official 5k but have run 3.2 miles several times since
Blog once a week- January - success!
- February - finished!
- March - almost didn't make but pulled through at the end
- April - completed!
- May - done with!
- June - accomplished!
- July - win!
- August - literally once a week and that's it
- September - a struggle (NSO got the best of me)
- October - not totally
- November - thankfully yes :)
- December - will be done
Blog in another language (probably Spanish, maybe Italian)- Learn to drive a stick shift
Create a piece of art to frame- Modern Wall Art
Learn a new skill- Really wanted to learn how to play a musical instrument, but I learned how to do push-ups better and I'd say that's a pretty sweet new skill.
Begin to learn another language (Spanish, Italian, and ASL are my top 3 to choose from now)- Practicing my ASL while at work. I have half of the alphabet down and a few words. It's a work in progress.
Write something and send it to be published- Working on the poetry skills
- Working on a book idea... possible portion here.
Go out dancing- Had a dance party at Exponential and I busted a move or two
Write a songFace a fear- Heights Part 1: Standing on a cliff's ledge
- Heights Part 2: Going up the Space Needle
11.22.2012
Family Stories (30 Days of Gratitude)
I am grateful today for family stories. I am grateful we can sit around a table and laugh for hours upon end at the same stories we heard last time we were all together, and a hundred times before that. I am grateful that we are all such good story tellers and love to share our embarrassing moments with each other. I am grateful for the craziness, the laughter, the joy, and the tall tales my family has been telling over the years.
Whether it be the time my mom lit her sweater on fire by reaching over the candle one Thanksgiving, the time I hid in a clothing rack in a store and freaked my mom out, the time my great grandmother pulled off some guy's ear while in a car accident, the time a bear got in the back of my uncle's truck, how my great grandmother changed her name when she was four years old, who later called her husband Bill even though his real name was Owen, how my grandmother was told by her grandmother to move a pile of rocks if ever she said was she was bored (and how my grandma threatened the same to me and my sister), how my uncles had their own file cabinets in the hospital, about the naked man with red shoes that haunted the orange groves near my mother's house, the time I slid through gravel and my mom had to pull the rocks out of my hand, or when I fell face first onto the mall floor and chipped my two front teeth, or even that time I put a bead up my noise and I never found it.
I love my family's stories, they prove we are really crazy and talk way too much.
Whether it be the time my mom lit her sweater on fire by reaching over the candle one Thanksgiving, the time I hid in a clothing rack in a store and freaked my mom out, the time my great grandmother pulled off some guy's ear while in a car accident, the time a bear got in the back of my uncle's truck, how my great grandmother changed her name when she was four years old, who later called her husband Bill even though his real name was Owen, how my grandmother was told by her grandmother to move a pile of rocks if ever she said was she was bored (and how my grandma threatened the same to me and my sister), how my uncles had their own file cabinets in the hospital, about the naked man with red shoes that haunted the orange groves near my mother's house, the time I slid through gravel and my mom had to pull the rocks out of my hand, or when I fell face first onto the mall floor and chipped my two front teeth, or even that time I put a bead up my noise and I never found it.
I love my family's stories, they prove we are really crazy and talk way too much.
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